Just finished reading two of Richard Powers’ books, The
Overstory and The Echo Maker.
I feel cracked open and gutted. I
yearn for the trees, for nature, for some sort of connection I’ve forgotten
about. Ecology is “the study of home,” and I’ve forgotten where my home
is. I knew it once, without knowing I
knew it. Nature is my truest
experience of God. I’ve forgotten to
live according to that knowledge. I‘ve forgotten to "love this beautiful
land,” the phrase Chief Seattle uttered that once brought me to tears.
My intellect inserts itself, questioning my certainty and longing. I choose to
resist it for this moment, to believe what I believe at the place deepest in my
gut: that we are all connected, part of
one vast living thing. That the world is mythic, and the psyche operates in symbols and drives stronger
than reason. To put my faith in intellect alone is a mistake. The aboriginal people of the world had it right: the sacredness of earth, the immanence of the gods. And we mocked them, called them childlike and uncivilized.
Without earth, we are going to die. It’s that simple. Without understanding that we and nature are
one fabric—and we the newest members of this 4 billion years of creation—we are
already dead. We are sinners,
egotistical in our belief that we are special, that we are in control.
Forgetting we are a single finger on the body of God.
We’re destroying our home/we’ve destroyed our home. We have to stop/we will be stopped. That’s the knife’s edge we’re teetering on, pretending not to see.
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